Actually now is not the right time for me to update my blog because I should use my time to revise my exam,but how to do since I have mood to write something now.Finished reading some of the blog's posts of an unknown girl.Hmmm....how to say?Seem likes girls always have some similary feeling with girls.In one of her post,she feels like her boyfriend didnt care enough her.Arrrr...I cant give any comments since I am also a third part,means I dont know anything about them.
Girls dont simply say i love you dont mean she dont love you as much as you love her,it's just they choose to say that 3 words in an appropriate time.When she say out i love you to you sincerely,means that she really do!Some girls afraid to do all things towards her boyfriend because she will really afraid that ,one day ,maybe all the things that she had done to him become worthless.It's doesnt mean she dont trust you ,it's just afraid.Originally or we say it as naturallly,GIRLS and BOYS are different,no matter physically,conceptually or phychosocially(haha!read frm BFB de),so most of the girls will think something that the boys may not expected that the girls will think that way.That 's a girl!! Every girl are different just like every boy are different also.However,when she has choosen you as her partner,that's mean that you really means something to her.I( i am a girl ahh!although i often say that i m not!!!haha..) will do a lot of thing that only to certain people,it means that that people really mean a lot to me.If not ,I can simply dont need to care about him.Every relationship have their own problems,we didnt see it doent mean that they didnt face any problems.Sometimes we can really say that “ordinally is actually another kind of happiness",dont you agree? When you have a boyfriend or girlfriend,it means that you have already owned some responsibility that you never have before when you are still single.So,when before doing anything,we also need to think about the thinking and the feeling of our partner.Some maybe think that report things to our partner is very "ma fan" cos they are only some "remeh temeh" de small things,but when we one time,two times or three times we didnt talk to the people that we care,then why should you all be together?Since you all also dont know what he or she has done when you are not with them.If he or she really care for you and love you,she or he definitely wont care whether the things you talk is considered "small matter" or not.A true couple is the one who can accompany each other go and also went through all difficulties and sadness,but not only be there when you are happy.
Friends and lover,sometimes it is not easy to mantain a balance between them.I always try my best to balance it.Maybe sometimes I do not do good enough ,but I hope you all know that grace is really tried her best to do this.I hope all the people that I care for can really feel it.People ask me,"you wont feel tired?"..My answer is "NOT"!At least forthe present I feel this way.As you know,I have my own principle,I will take the consequences about which road that I have choosen for.Sometimes, I do need the support from you all.This is because I know I am not alone,so,so as you all.When there are something trouble you or you all,can find me and talk out,dont need other reason,it is just because I care you all.When feel tired,sad,unsecure,worry,I do need a pair of shoulders,I am very happy because I have one when I need it,although sometimes that pairs of shoulders maybe absent due to the reason that dating with the "sleeping mortal".Hahaha!
People may change due to the changing of the people they meet,environment they encounter and also the problems they faced,but my conclusion is that ,one people wont change their characteristic easily for no reason.Beauty will change ,wealthy will disappear one day,but the inner beauty everlasting.I hope you too! I appreciate all I owned now!
There is a poem wrote like this:
Originally every girl in this world is a tearlees angel,
they have their first tear when they meet the one they love,
so all the boys must take good care of the girls they love,
because the girls has owned no wings to go back to their heaven anymore... ... ... ... 29/09
Monday, September 28, 2009
Every words that the lovers said means many things to the one he or she love
Sunday, September 27, 2009
You Are Not Alone!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Today is a happy+happy day
!! HAPPY MOONCAKE & TANGLONG FESTIVAL !!
Suddenly realized that I am so lucky to own such a good mother.Those days,I was sad and had been troubled by some problems.I dont know how to express my feeling to other people but to my mum,I can simply talk out my problems.People say:Home is where the heart is!I truely believe this.Although people always find chance to go further from home,no matter they are due to the reasons of further studies or working,whenever they feel unsecure,sad and afraid or even need somebody to talk to,they will always return to their dearest family.I do not own a complete family just like majority of the people but till now I still think that the God treats me quite nice,because It gives me a good mother.Mum,although sometimes I like to disobey your advices,sometimes I will also quarrel with you but I know that your love toward me will never change,so as I.As a only child in my family,I have to bear all the responsibility to take care of my mother for the rest of her life.
I owned 2 uncles,they love and daring me just like their own children.I swear that,if one day I become a successful person in my career,I will definitely repay their kindness.Dont forget also my grandmother.Although she like to nag me but I know that those of the nagging are for my own good.Grandma......you must stay healthy and happy until one of your grandchild,that is me step into the career's world and truely become an adult ya,because until that day,I will try my best to let you enjoy the life.You must ,must wait me cause now I still dont have capability to let you enjoy the life since I have not yet earn my own money.The people that make me worried in my family is you.You must stay healthy ,wait about 3 more years,then you can come to my convocation and see me sing out my U 's song proudly.
Wings Cafe
Wings Cafe in Malacca is one of the place that I want to go for a long time ago.Luckily,I can go there at last.Hmm..my conclusion after went there is...Mori Cafe is more suitable for student to go,maybe due to the reason that Mori is more noisy and wide.However,Wings is considered a nice place for people to spend their leisure time and a suitable place for couple to go also.Total all,it is a good place to go also.I heard that there will be a lot of people during weekends.
My first lifetime order Happy Meal!Hehe~actually not me order one,but I get the sticker^^(yellow,yellow de)
Copy Boy >.<"KFS is always my favourite fastfood when I haven enter to MMU.However,now,McDonald is another common place that I will go to during my U life.Besides the reason that it's location is near to my campus,another reason is that I love French Fries....Hahahaha!!McDonald's french fries is nice when eat them hot,but I more prefer the "fat" french fries.Hehe!
Monday, September 14, 2009
Miss You
Tuesday night,a boring night,not because of nothing to do but dont have the right mood to do,however,I still need to do it.Study week coming,2rd sem is going to end.Right now I have nothing to say,but just feel wanna publish a post here.NOW....you know how much I wish that you are staying beside me .Dont need to talk to each other,just let me hold your hand tight,lie on your shoulders,that's just enough.How much I wish............
I am going out jalan ,jalan around ep ...feel the silence of the night under the stary sky,dont wish to talk much,just sit and think of something a bit.Not emo,just feel wanna go out a while,that's all.
................15/9/09
Sunday, September 6, 2009
ANTI-porn(dirty stuff)
I dont want to be a too understanding person anymore.When somebody pain,I feel more pain;when somebody feel uncomfortable,I feel more uncomfortable than that people;when somebody say somebody cant finish somebody work,I will tolerate and give somebody excuses for not come out.Next time I dont want to be like that anymore.Worth?
Happiness is not something you deserve to get it without any struggles.God gives you a chance ,then how should you do it?Is it really only when people are in difficulties then only that time they can realize and know how to appreciate what they have owned last time?Why must all people like that?!When we happy,we will never think of the bad things that may come and also all the pain that we have gone through before.Why like that?I dont want to become that kind of people.People should know how to think by themselves ,we are not as younger as we think anymore.Dont let me angry,dont make me worry anymore...
Friday, September 4, 2009
Yours to Me,Mine to You
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best ....when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they could never define
What's been said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best (say it best)..When you say noting at all
Oh......The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best (say it best).. when you say nothing at all
(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)
That smile on your face
The truth in your eyes The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me..
(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)
Sometimes I do feel afraid also
These days,I dont have a nice mood.No mood becomes one of the reason that i didnt always update my blog.Something trouble me,but I cant simply talk to others,but sometimes I do feel need to talk to someone,luckily there are some people who I can discuss with.Sometimes,I really will afraid somebody will just left me like that without leaving anything.I dont wish this kind of thing will happen to me.I think to whom it may concern will know what I meant.I dont want..!but can averythings just go as our wish?No,right?I know the recycle of happiness and sadness.One will not stay happily or feel sad all the time.Since we have understood this kind of circumstance,so it is very important for us to treasure every minutes of joyful time as we will not when is the time we will encounter unexpected or unhappy things.
Following with the end of the 1st sem's BMG presentation,our 1st sem in beta year is going to finish soon.BMG presentation is the first assignment and presentation which I put a lot of effort in it.Maybe as a leader,you will automatically feel more responsible about your stuff.Total all,we got a good ending with that presentation and also get knew some new friends.People say,Never Try Never Know-sometimes I find out that it is true.However,although it is true for something but this concept cant be applied in everything.For something we can never try it.I always listen to the songs which I am familiar with,just because I will feel the kind of familiar and comfortable in it,but I know that if I only hear those songs only,I will never know the any new song which I might fallen in love with them also.Haha~I just fallen in love in one song-MY LOVE WILL GET YOU HOME.Regardless of new or old this song is,the important is its meaning and also does it really can touch your heart.
Please dont scared that I will worry,I will worry just because you really inportant to me,if you are nothing to me,I wont care anything about you.Try to talk more,I will listen!I like to talk because I know that if you never talk out,people may dont know what you want forever.Sometimes,I seem like very strong,that is shaped by the people and also environment which I have met with.Am I really this kind of people or what kind of people I am really is..just same as what I have mentioned early if you really love,have a true and real feeling toward me,you will use your whole life to understand me.By the way,people who is really close with me now ,I think you have already knew more about me.I wont forget your wish to me,but you need to think that, will I REALLY can do what you have expected to me if you are not by my side anymore?Everything just let them happen naturally....
