我看到你们的好

今天难得起个清早，忽然有点想写部落格的心情，所以它诞生了。
没有大纲，没有格式，只是想写写你们的好。
感谢你们在身边，我的学习生涯多彩，那是因为一路有你们。

嘉欣
上了beta的时候才认识你的，以前的你给人的感觉就是毫无烦恼；现在，比较现实了。
一个很直的女生，直接了当，我喜欢。
我喜欢你的坦诚，虽然说话直接，但不会轻易刺到别人，高招～
虽然现实但却从不会吝啬，很乐意帮助朋友。
我享受和你挽着手逛街的感觉。
其实，看着你唱歌的模样，我可以看得出你的认真。喜欢跟你一起唱K，因为你懂得聆听。
难过的时候烦烦你，你不会问我太多的原因，可是我感觉到那份支持，那就是我想要的。
喜欢你，从不会冷落朋友
我的crazy kaki，每一次我想到要出去玩的时候，一定会想到你。
女子，
开心哦，因为你是我身边的其中一位。
一首会让我忆其你的歌 ：爱我的资格
                                       （没记错的话那是以前你必点的歌〕


Forest
大我两岁的女生。
我不了解你，对你没有百分百的熟悉，但那又怎样？我就是喜欢用这种方式和你相处。
即使摸清了大家的底又如何？友情会深一点？知道人家的弱点多一点？对我们有好处？我不觉得。
喜欢    你的潇洒    独立和责任感
说真的，对你其实没有太多的了解，但是因为你的成熟，让我很享受和你一起聊天的感觉。
希望今后我们大家可以常常在一起。
会忆起你的歌：苏打绿的所有歌

真正的友情不易寻，我看到了很多会斤斤计较的人，所以才会更看见大家的好。在Marketing 的生活里，我结交到了许多新朋友，其中有些是很投气的；当然有时候也会看到，有些人只会因为课业才在一起。有时候，尤其是最近，我真的很庆幸我们这一班，真的是可以玩又可以一起做事的朋友。就如我所说的，当有100个人喜欢你时，也就有可能在某一角，也许有100个人在讨厌你，没有绝对，但我相信，我身边的朋友一定会了解我。还有另一件事让我觉得
很庆幸的是，我有许多可以说话的人，这或许也是我小小成功的地方吧 =)
虽然没有常常腻在一起，但只要彼此需要对方时，这种朋友一定会出现。


我们都知道往后还有很多艰难的事在等着我们
不管发生什么事，朋友们请一定要相信我  还有我们的友情可以熬过这一切

Restart

Finally ,I got the mood  to update my blog again.This post, I am going to include quite a lot of things here.All about me,the people that I mix around and also regarding the friendship.Now its already week4 of the semester and yet I haven buy all the textbooks,is this a problem?Dont know? I just feel want to write down,so ppl just read some of my craps here.However,it is surprisingly to say that we have started to do our assignment from the 2nd week of the semester especially for my Malaysian Economy subject.This is the 1st trimester that we start our assignment so early,anyway it is good also,faster finish then quickly we can focus on another thing.Malaysian Economy's assignment requires us to do literature review,but what is literature review actually? Seriously , I dont know how to do this although I know there is this thing exist when come to FYP,so I just do according to what I roughly imagine lo since leader also didnt explain  much to us and finally ended up that I did the wrong things.This was in my expectation actually,one of my group mate also did wrong,cos we really didnt touch this thing before,Then from my leader expression,she seemed like not happy with our products,so she wanted us to redo again and submit to her within 24hours. However,she  thinked that  we couldnt manage to do for 2 pages like required so she just said "I think you all cant do finish 2 pages,so 2 /3 paragraphs will be enough la".Anyway, I want to show her that we didnt produce satisfactory product not because we were lazy but due to the reason that we really dont know how to do,so I determined to do 2 pages to her after I know the exact ways to do the literature review and happy to say that I have succeeded at the end.My ep line ya,really very useless,tortoise speed of the line leads to the consequence that  we can only open maximum 3 tabs in one time,thats why I cant really find enough information.Hahaha..anyway,I already get used to this,its just sometimes we are really face some problems when we really need to rely on internet to do our projects. 

YOGURT ice cream that sold in J CO,my mum bought for me after I tried to draw her attention about it.Hahaha.....this small thing costs her 10 bucks and in my opinion,the taste was not really nice lo.

Not really worth for your penny but has an attractive appearance.MARKETING strategy again~

Wow.....its my cuisine.. XD

You all dont need to doubt of my cooking skill and sometimes I just like to add some creative features into my cuisine.For the food displayed above,I emphasize on quantity too if u know what I meant.haha..

Unagi set -RM 20.Our usual preference.This is mine anyway~Thank you for the UNAGI .Luckily u get ur wish ,if not I cant have this d.The miso soup here is nice compared to the japanese restaurant at DP.The chef gave the middle part of the eel.

Japanese Tatami                  

Formal arrangement of all the things

Atmosphere in the restaurant

Our table is fulled with food.My 1st time trying this kind of customer service..Not bad.

BBQ pork chop and famous chicken gorden blue at WORK N PAN.

 It was 1 year plus ago since I go Nandeje to have a dine in there.I ordered the banana chocolate 's flavour while my bf ordered Tiramisu's flavour.For me,I think the tiramisu one is really delicious but banana chocolate one also not bad.Besides,we ordered the Macha tea there.I like the macha drink when I tried the macha drink when I went to Bon Odori.However,this one still cant compared to what I have drank last time which was really thick and fragrant.The sushi king's macha drink even worst cz it is not macha but green tea.

If gt chance,I will try the berry flavor which is recommended by him.

















Here come to another part of my life.Friends ' part.......

There is 5 more sems then I will be graduated from MMU.Seriously, I not really enjoy my secondary school life like most of the people but I enjoy my uni life a lot.I meet the friends who have the same keys with me,we could share things,hang out together or even gossip together.It is not easy to have this kind of friends.As I stated in my previous post,this will be my second last sem to participate in club activities so I will do as much as I can to get my job done.Luckily I carry out the event with the friends that I familiar with so I think it wont be much problem for me.I started my society life with JLS and I think I will end it with JLS also.Now I just do what I should do but I think the greatest memories that left for me from JLS were when I 1st time joined the JCN event as the dancers and also my previous involvement in Publicity division  with all my crazy N outgoing committees.These are my precious memories in club for the presence.Gratefully,we are still keep in touch among ourself and if everything goes smoothly we might have another gathering soon.Personally,I think that I have already enjoyed what should I enjoy in MMU, I feel so lucky actually.
Although this picture not contain all of my previous committees,but I wont forget about the rest of them who were also gave a lot of commitment during the event.

The picture that I like the most when we went to Frog cafe that day.I do really enjoy to sing k with someone who will listen quietly when others are singing because I will do so also when others are singing.Sharon,Kah Yan are the 2 ppl who like to sing K also while Yanti is very shy everytime we go to sing k(everytime de K oooo) but she didnt complain anything and still joining us.So,most of the time we will automatically order some songs for her.in fact,each of my friend has their own theme song in my heart in which that particular song will remind me of them when it is playing.Hmm..ppl , If I belong to a song too,which song will remind you all about me?Really wondering.

The picture that we took when the celebration of Yanti's birthday.Its blur but it looks a bit classic.

I am here

Close the light ,open the labtop,music is running and I am here ...

In a random day

Finally, my last sem's final results has come out,as expected my BAC was not doing well,it was in the expection so not to say that I am sad about it but  just still feeling that I have to restart this subject again in one of the coming sem.However,come to think about it ,it is good for me also to rechange this subject's grade now to a better one.My GPA for this sem is 3.64,I didnt expect it will come out like this point cz some of my papers last time were hard  but I have a bit ......cz if I get another 0.03 points then I would be able to get the Deans list for this sem .However,I have really put lot of efforts in my academics last sem except BAC so nothing to regret anymore.I hope this sem I manage to  do well also bcs compared to last 2 sems which I had registered for 7 subjects,this sem I just need to take 6 subjects with 5 final exams only so I hope I can continue to maintain my results.Time flies fast sometimes,I  gonna do FYP next sem,Argh....the feeling seems like I am going to graduate soon.As a university student,I personally think that I have enjoyed quite much of my uni life despite of just being a normal student who knows only study but do not enjoy other things so I would concentrate more or maybe 100% on my academics during my final years, this  means  that I would not join any extra club activities ad.Basically,I can say that this is my last year to active in club.This is a sad case for me too as besides JLS, other club that I have joined is still JLS again. Besides,I am only a normal member in tourism club.

Lastly,I hope that I can graduate from MMU with 1st class honour.I know it is not easy at all but at least I will really try my best here.1st class= dont need to pay for PTPTN loans (around RM 56 K with interest) + graduating v full of proud ..hahahaha.....not to think about the outcome first,what I can say now is I will try to achieve  (I believe most of the ppl hope to achieve this also,so lets all try our best lo.Besides being hardworking,we need some luck too )Hereby,I annouce that my Gamma's Second Sem is officially starts from this week..Aza,aza !

Memorable Trip

                                                                The Land Of Grace-Perak

This sem break,I went to my bf 's hometown and stayed around 1 week +.He stayed in a small town that dont has much entertainment compared to here.However,I like that place,peaceful and people there work in slow pace,maybe I stay in a place which is considered busy all the time since small.However, I think most of the teens today wont like that place.I have seen all the places that he has grown
up,his schools,play ground and the venues he spend his leisure time during his past days.Within 1 week, we went to many places.It has been tired for him because he has to accompany go here N there as it was my 1st time went there so I definitely want to explore that place.His family treated me very ,very nice.They bought me the food that I like,cooked this N that,busy here N there.Although they told me that they would also do that normally when his son come back but I still feel grateful to them.His mother has sewed 1 blanket for me,I guess it took much of her time to complete .I really didnt expected she would give me that present.Apart from this ,when I arrived to his house, I notice that my bed was covered with florist blanket .haha...I told my bf that her mother did it specially for me de,he said I think too much  but I still believe she did that for me(bcz only my bed has all those flowerist designed) ..Thank you auntie although you wont see my blog but seriously I appreciate it.The friendliness of all of his family members has made me feel very comfortable when I stayed at his house.I love this kind of feeling,relax and no pressure.This is another factor that made me hard to forget the time that I spend in Teluk Intan.
Within few days, I tried almost all famous and delicious food there.All those food are just simple and nice.Super nice !Of course ,I need to credit these  to my dearest bf  for bringing me to those stalls.BF,THANK YOU ~

                                                                   Trademark there

                                                                    Pangkor Island

                                                                       Gotcha! Pretty ma?

                                                                         Our vacation

                                                            I just like to lying on you^^


Apart from teluk intan,we also went to Pangkor Island.We found all the places ourself including transport and accommodation.Short but enjoyable trip.A small island ,selling things with reasonable prices ,most of the ppl there do not have higher education ba..dont knw?!We didnt travel across the country but I feel satisfy because it is really happy and enjoy when I could go to travel with my beloved one.This also realizes one of my small dream.As our planning,I think more vacation will come.hehehe..dont swt there.

We went to island hopping there,that was the reason I got so,so much injuries during snorkeling .I dont know how to swim,aH....now u all can imagine what would be my action when deep inside the SEA.......although I wont die there.My hands and legs were full with bruise and blood after that 1 hr + de island hopping session.Sorry,my fault and caused you to injure too. Nice to have a BF who would apply medicine for me 1st although he injured too. I kept that photo.

A short journey took many time N spirit to plan.
As a conclusion ,I like that trip very much.

No internet,sometimes we could live in another kind of lifestyle.
I like those time......and I already miss them .

我的挚爱

－我只想好好地跟你走－

有时候，我的前方充满蒙雾；有时候，我的心头一片黑暗
当我迷失了自己，又看不清你时，我踌躇了。。。
是否应该继续往前走
一次，一次，两三次，我犹豫过；
两次，三次，四五次，我勇敢地跨过了。
有时候不知道要怎么表达，因为我深怕一不小心会把一切都弄糟了。
你给的爱，我给的爱，用着不同的表达方式，不同的进行式，唯一的共同点就是两种都是真爱，
这点我很确定。
我，努力地改变，努力地向前迈进，
路途中也有许多我不想更改的执著，你有知道多少？
但是午夜时分，我回头想想，也许你真的值得我这么做，所以再一次我试着突破。
我在意的是你对我的承诺，我不是个百分百的偶像剧女子，所以能分清楚现实和虚幻，请不要每一次都把我和那些人归为一谈。
一首歌曲，歌词有着：心痛比快乐更真实，很贴切。
爱你真的很多，我知道你也一样。
会照顾我的人，也会照顾我的心－每次我心摇晃，这句子在我心中回荡。
它是力量，也是心伤。
现在我只想好好爱，好好，好好爱

This time I really touched

A very long time I didnt talk about him in my blog le.Didnt write didnt mean didnt love,it just I didnt write down all my feeling and emotion here.Recently,we both discovered that there are quite lot of different things between I and him.We have different style in something and we share different opinions in many stuffs too.Sometimes,we both will quarrel on small,small thing because most of the I really cerewet,I care that thing very much but he will think that those matters are very normal.and keep repeating those actions.Of course, he cares a lot about my kekurangan, I have tried to change,but I still cant reach that stage.We are unhappy with each other sometimes and I am really really sad during those time,seriously.That is a cycle like what he said.Cycling all the things again and again,sad,happy,angry,fear ,forgive....However,everytime when I see him do so much things for me ,then I will try to think about whether all those things that I hate  ......are really important compared to what he has done for me?I dont know.I just know that at the moment when I sad and angry, I was really feel that those I had mentioned to him I dislike are really crucial for me.One of my friend told me that he can see that I really love him a lot and   deep.Really?......He jimat-jimat only to himself  but to me he is not.He wants me to live heathy,eat nutritious food,worry that I wont eat my meal and many many.I love him.However,does love alone can overcome all those obstacles?He said can.I believe we are really love each other,really love each other too much but only   the way that we love our partner are not same.Love is still there.I hope he will be the one who holds my hand till I am very old.I hope we can.

=)

Energy level keeps dropping these days.Tomorrow,opps,is later I gonna go back hometown to recharge le.Sleep less than 5 hours per day.Hoping there is one day I can lie on somewhere quietly until I fall asleep without talking anything.Starting to envy some of my juniors who can enjoy their relax life and they do not need to have a pack schedule like me.They didnt take 7 subjects like most of us.Gamma year is totally not easy at all.8am class later and I can only sleep for less than 3 hours.Arg..can the time passes slower abit.However,I am waiting for the movie session next week.That's the time I can curi tulang a while.

3.30 AM

Loading....................Recall back

Nowadays,I start to learn for not talking so much in few fields:daily life, FB  and behave or even control myself in some aspects.I feel want to do it but at the end I manage to drag myself back from those actions.Become more mature d?I dont think so but maybe I just dont want to create so many troubles for myself.

My ways of thinking has become different.Dont have any reason.

Readers,I wont use proper English or re-check back whether there is any grammatical error in my blog post so if you all find out that there are flaws exist here,I think just ignore them la.I am too lazy to do the checking job.I just write in the way I like here.

Can I give up BAC ?

Dont know start from when , I feel dont like to burn midnight oil.Reading abit on my BAC subject just now.Seriously I am not interested in this subject at all.Nobody will know,how much I wish I want to give up the chance for re-sit the supplementary paper in this coming final exam.I hate accounting.I hope so much that there will be a person come and tell me that,just forget it for this time and retake it again when the subject is offered again.Haiz.....I really dont like to  memorize thing especially come to the book that I dislike.Of course I am refering it to that subject which need a lot of memorizing skill.An accountant will also be provided by formulas when he/she wants is required to do the calculation ba.I study just for the sake of study,didnt enter my permanent memory at all.Still worrying about would I be able to finish revise and study all the things before finals.Honestly,FBL students really need to study a lot of things.Sometimes a subject can up to 10+ or 10++ chapters and when it comes to final some sucky lecturers still refuse to give us tips.We are reading textbook leh not simply lecture note only.Ask them come and try then only they know the taste!I know complaining wont help anything but at least I could express out my feeling and stress.Again,again,again,I am dreaming of  if I dont need to take BAC again for this sem ,then my life will definitely be so easy.


Nowadays,I feel that it is also good for me to stay outside ep such as rent for a house(room).It makes me feel that time passes more slowly compared to stay in hostel ,maybe my room too crowed d.Hwever,there are few constraints:no transport,everything will be very troublesome;if there is night class then becomes more headache; cant go back to rest in between the time when waiting for the class and lastly security problem.Think,think 1st,who knw nxt year ep gonna chase us out again = =

No title

How much I wish I can become as mature as you but for the present,I still unable to do it perfectly.Hope days by days,I manage to reach that stage.If everybody has their own flaws,then I think I own one of it in that aspect. I try to improve it again like how I always do.If sticking notes everywhere can really assist me more or less in some way,then it might be another method that I can consider to do.

小心思

那天听朋友说我是个蛮标准的白羊，因为有时候的我总是我行我素。想想，我想我是。
有时候的我喜欢和一群朋友嘻嘻哈哈，即使我跟他们不是很熟也可以聊得很愉快；有时候喜欢静静一个人，观察周围的人，事，物，。但无论如何，我还是典型的白羊，喜欢热闹，这也是我选择未来要走的路的其中一个原因。


如这学期前所预料的，我真的认识了许多新朋友，感觉不错但还没到无所不谈的境界，因为跟熟悉的人在一起才是最舒服的，这点无法否认。不过，从他们身上我也学会了一些东西。也许就因为所有人都不同，所以“人”才会如此特别吧。想想自己其实还蛮幸福的。也许只有看见了别人心酸后，我们才会领悟吧。


我不说话的时候，就是我睡不醒的时候。睡眠很重要，没有睡足，做什么事情都令我提不起劲儿。幸亏现在我的神经还对咖啡因敏感，因此有时后还可以振作一下。还记得我曾经一直对别人说，“世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人”。你们认为我现在会在这里澄清那是错误的观念吗？。。。不，我依然坚信着。一点点心思，让别人觉得你重视这场合，这人物，何乐不为？这也是爱自己的表现。其实每个人想要得到的东西都不一样，所以没有所谓的对与错，只有我们自己才会明白到底值不值得。爱自己多一点，疼自己多一点，但不要太放纵。有时做一些事情时，不要守着成旧的思想，例如想着我是女生，所以这个不能做，那样不太好，还是含蓄点妥当。我觉得啦，只要一切不要太过夸张，还是可以被接受的。我们还有多少个二十年，我想谁也不会懂，所以我不想遗憾太多。


Communication Skill的非常重要，现在我真正理解了。庆幸自己在这方面还不会太烂。正确地表达你想要的，也许并不会得到，但至少让别人清楚地知道你要的到底是什么。

                                                  

                                                    没有所谓的对与错，只有值不值得

Little things

Some things I want to achieve n going to achieve :

*Focus on my study-in all subjects
*Take more time to accompany my family
*Be appreciate N cherish what he has done for me + the time spend with him

Finally I have found a way to forget n release my anger, that is "nu li "make my mind to forget that respective unhappy thing.Ya,I force my mind to forget it.So far ,it is quite effective n I hope it can be used for a long period.Sry readers if you all find out that I seldom update my blog recently because one post actually took me few hours to complete,including editting my pictures and plug in my hp/camera to my labtop(this is the main reason that I lazy to update cz  labtop dont have bluetooth function =( .....)In fact,I have a lot of update that can be done...hahaha..I will do it one day when I free.

XX YY XZ

1、不要只因为你在这边受了委屈就对电话那边的他大喊大叫

2、不要挂他的电话，无论你多生气。让一个男生最气愤的是莫过于让他找不到自己的女朋友



3、请永远对着他微笑，即使此时你的心情可能也不好。你永远不会了解你的微笑会给他多大的鼓励；



4、请在他受伤、失败的时候找一个僻静的地方抱一抱他，把你并不宽阔的肩膀借他靠一下，把你雪白的衣袖借他擦一下鼻涕和眼泪



5、请你认认真真地去爱他，无论你多优秀，多聪明，多漂亮，家境多好，有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他。



6、请试着学会他爱的运动。你可以玩得不好，可是至少你可以对他的爱好多些了解，可以在他寂寞时陪他玩上一会儿



7、请时刻保持端庄、可爱，无论他是否看得到。因为你是他的女朋友，无论走到哪里，你都代表着他的尊严的一部分；请为了他，时刻让自己变得更优秀；



8、请记得每一个对他重要的日子，即使没有办法及时送上礼物，也要打个电话或者发条短信，让他知道你记得



9、请记得每次出门前带上钱包，偶尔抢着付钱，偶尔请他吃东西。爱情应该是平等的；



10、请对他的每一点进步和努力肯定和鼓励，他在落魄的时候最需要你



11、当他偶尔醉酒时好好照顾他，并做醒酒的酸梅汤给他，让他晚上睡舒服，并在床头柜上备好水，醉酒了会喝很多水；



12、还有最好让他知道，当有女生向他示好，会稍微吃醋，但不要不可理喻的乱吃飞醋，有别的女生喜欢他证明他优秀。



13、在喝酒前500ml牛奶，这样可以让酒精少伤害胃。



14、 如果他很瘦，就想办法骗他吃有营养的东西，吃饭时碰到肉全让他解决，说自己正减肥。如果他需要减肥，就陪他吃含脂肪少但美味的东西



15、 他和朋友出去的时候，不要总是打电话不让他这样不让他那样，那样会让他很不爽，让他玩高兴。



16、 当他忙的时候，让他好好安心的忙，可以帮他的就帮一些；自己忙的时候，先告诉他，让他该做什么做什么去，别让他等你等的很累



17、不要评论他的亲人的过失，毕竟你选的是他，而不是他的家人；



18、不要怀疑他，永远不要。



19、请不要对他说谎。如果他真的爱你，他可以原谅你所有的错误，却无法原谅你的谎言；



20、爱情是两个人的事情。如果他不值得你爱，那么请放手，给你们两个人追求幸福的机会；如果他值得你爱，那么，请用心去肯定他、爱他、关怀他、等待他，等到他有一天终于变成了盖世英雄，踏着七彩云来娶你。

An article I read from fb.This is kinnda meaningful and make me realize somethings but too bad it is all in chinese version.

Yesterday I finally realized that I am not good enough to be a good girlfriend,I have changed compared to  1 yr +ago.I finally admit.My promise on changing my temper seem like not really be trusted anymore,I have no right to feel sad about it because I accepted all  accusationstoward me.Agains,he was not really scolding me yesterday but I dont know why this time I like really ,really make my mind to......Dont want to promise anything on this matter ad,I know there is a person has been sicked of listening to it.Now almost every obvious space in my room are full with papers that written with my promise,inclluding the wall in front of my desk or labtop,the wall beside my bed,on my cupboard and even in my mobile phone.For this time,if I really ,really cant change it again,I think I know what should I do d.You have told me that seeing me owning happiness is your greatest pleasure ,and I forget to tell you that , in fact only owning you as my bf is my greatest happiness .However, seriously I would like to see you happy when you are with me.I know it is silly for sticking all those papers everywhere but I do really need them,in every place that I can see.I wont tear off them  until I leave this room.I hope I really can succeed.I wont make any promise on that thing ad,just see from my attitude and judge me from there started from.I will try my best.Maybe I am selfish in someway like you say but I am really not willing to become like that.In short,it's my fault.


Today I went to pasar malam with friends after the exam.I bought two cheese egg tarts there.Actually I plan to give you one by hanging the tart on the hanger on your room's door or putting it on your table de so that you can have it after class since you always feel hungry at night,but after buying then  only I remembered that the keys is not with me now......

Since there is no physically cheese egg tart exist in front of you now,but never mind I have snapped down the picture.Maybe I am really selfish in someway,but I am really NOT that selfish in others and others thing.Walking and staying with you till old is one of her dream but sometimes, as human being,she is really imperfect in someway,she cant even control herself.She is immature in certain situation like what people say,she dont know what else she can say when facing this fact,all the things she can do now is always reminding herself for controlling all her emotions and behaviors especially when come to the person she cared.

I have lost my concentration !

Time now:2.35am in the midnight

I am still awake at this moment.I suppose to study during this period but turning out I am not.I switched off the light,open the door of my room a bit in order for light to enter so that I can do some typing in blog,plug in my earsphone and listen to soft music, and what am  I doing now is blogging.Tonight,I plan to study according to what I have planned  but I lost my concentration on book after I wake up from napping at 11pm.My mind is not under my control and my thought is flying  away to another place.I was thinking something.Doing nothing at  this sleepless night is wasting my  time,but I really cant focus  so I think there is no point for me to carry on facing the book.My marketing class is at 9am later,feel kinnda lazy to go but I have to ask the lecturer on questions about the assignment.Actually there is nothing important to write in this post but I just want to emphasize that I have lost my focus.I cant really express what I want to say in english because I am not really good in this language.Luckily I have another way to express out my real thought.haiz.....Tonight I seem like feel a bit ....dont know.I think after sleeping then should be ok d.

Before exam

Date :21th July 2010 ; Day:Wednesday ;Time: 2.3

That is the detail for my 1st midterm paper in this sem,Macroeconomic.There are all together 2 papers in my midterm ,personally, I dont think that is good.No midterm means I gonna delay my study and revision until final .Anyway,mid sem break starts on next week.Feeling of joy,hmm..a little bit cz finally can sleep until I wake up naturally and rest but there are still a lot of things to do during the break,such as assignments,revision and preparing for presentation for the week after the break.Finishing my lunch and prepare to carry on my revision for my Macro now although I am sleepy at this moment. I want to carry on !I cant do job in last minute especially when it comes to study.Preparation in the last minutes will make me nervous and resulting nothing enter my mind.Okla,gotta start now.Ganbatte yo~

Day's story

Just finished my lunch at the vegetarian shop,plan to rest for a while before starting my work.Now is alreasy week 6 of this semester,I feel that it passes quite fast but in the other way I feel that it passes slow also because I have done a lot of things.I satisfy with my life now,after reducing my participation in club activities ,I have more time to spend at home.I have more time to rest,watch some drama,play computer and have extra time to lay on my bed to think and review my own stuffs.Last two sem I have almost no time to do all those things.I enjoy online during cloudy day,it lets me feel comfortable and relax.During some cloudy day,I was having class at 10am and yet I was still having my breakfast till 10.30am.swt right?

This sem we gonna do business project again which is Cyper P.Agains, we need to think something out of the box to start our business and make profit.I admit that most of our members are not creative people,including me ,so we cant really think of special and extra ordinary thing to sell.(Its kindda fail for the marketing student but I will try to improve it)However,we  finally  decide to sell homemake pancake.Honest to say that,it is not really a profitable business because not everybody like that kind of dish and we have to learn it from the beginning on how to do it but luckily our group have succeeded at the end.Thanks to our IB friends cz they really put lof of effort into it although they are very busy on their 2 major subjects too.Big thanks to you all for all the efforts that you all have done and being understanding towards all the excuses.

The trend now:Nobody is willing to become the leader in the assignment cz we almost stick to the same people in the assignment group so we already know the behavior of each other very well.Ya,it is hard to become leader especially when the leader needs to face some members who are incooperate.I know that feeling but I not really experience it because when I was the leader ,in sometimes, in certain condition, I choose to become unsoft (means harsh) a bit especially when doing group work.I am saying this when I am in a leader's perspective.Anyway,harsh doesnt means doing work in a rude way ya! Besides,a  joke to all of us now,starts from this sem, we are using drawlot to choose the leader of the asisignment among us since everybody is not willing to accept that post.Leadership can be trained if you are willing to sacrifice and put effort on it.I think all girls agree with point here.Please be responsible a bit if you control the whole group.Maybe I have not right to say this/maybe I am not willing to take all the responsibilites so I choose to become only a normal member. 

I think I am more independent in my marketing and consumer behavior classes.When there are no one for you to depend too much then only we will become more hardworking.It is  true,it is a fact and nobody can deny it.Am I right?

Recently, I have tried to do more things by myself if you ever notice it.There are too many thing that need our own effort and we cant really depend too much on others when there is only you in that condition.Midterm break starts on next week,we, marketing students are required to prepare a project which is going for a trip and adveritise that place to public in our project.Sunway maybe become our choice.I hope that all  people can contribute to this assignment as this time I am cooperate with some new friends too.I really emphasize fairness in certain thing because last time I have contributed lot of things in certain stuff but at the end I didnt get what I have expected.So,this time I need fairness in someway.

This week I drink coffee everyday.I need caffein to make me awake and alert especially during presentation when I need to think quickly to respond any unexpected questions from anyone.Drinking too much coffee is actually not good for health.Side effects of coffee are many also,one of it is unpregnancy...scary !!YALA!!I am girl leh!==I will reduce the consumption when I feel unnecessary to consume.

Ytd,I heard a guy says about masturbate (not to mention) in my class.I straight away look at him and see him in weird eyesight.I dont know why ,I just very sensitive about it and I DONT like it.I know I cant understand guys thought in this aspect,just like guys cant understand girls why they like girly girly things so much.

This is pic pancakes that my friends kept for me while they are having food tasting when I was having class that time.haha..thanks for keeping for me.I ate a bit this morning and it is hard because they have been keeping overnight here.hahaha......

P/s:Nowadays,I realized that I also dont like to talk when I am eating.haha......

Wow~Foods!

Some special food and places in Malacca.Here are some of the food that I have tried with my boyfriend.Actually there are lot of places in Malacca that we both have went to during this 1 years + but I just didnt upload and blogging out all.Haha...sometimes people say that I am not easy to pleased cz  I will feel bored after I went to a place for few times continuosly.That is the reason why there is a person who  always headache about this  and he will always searchig for new restaurants and venues for me.I am malaccan, nevertheless, I will go to the famous places that most of the people will definitely go when they at malacca.However,I am sure with one thing that is when going out with different people,the feeling is always not the same although that place has been went to for hundred time.I like to go out with people that will walk besides me when doing window shopping.It has been long time that my mum didnt do this with me .Last time,before I enter MMU,I always go out shopping with my mum,and we both will walk close together like shoulders near shoulders but now we didnt do like that anymore.It's kindda sad.I really hope one day she and me will walk like that again.

Another topic now.

Come to say about this,I went to Secret Receipe for the first time when I was in Beta year which was the time I started dating with my bf.After 1 yr +,I look back  the thing and I realize that I have tasted most of the Secret's cakes.Everytime I go ,I will call for different flavours.I wonder whether there is one day which I will finish all different flavours of cake there.In short,the cheese cake there is still the best and worth to eat!

Pineapple fried rice at Asian Havana Cafe,RM 9.80

That is my second time went to Asian Havana cafe.It is not really popular as not many people know about the presence of this cafe and even the location of the cafe.The size of the food is big so it is worth for people with big appetite to eat.However,I manage to finish it alone that day cz I was really hungry that time.. (this is not an excuse ppl..xP) 

Forgot the real name of the cakes ad ,but I remember the price for original one is RM10.80;Chocolate one is RM 12.80.Not really cheap right?(Ya,I also agree with it )

According to a  food taster in Mlc (name:SxMxx) ,he says that the cheese cake here is made all from cheese. Compared with Secret's cake which is only 90% made from cheese and mix with other unknown ingredients.If you guys want to know the taste of this cheese cake,google it  and find out the place yourself.haha!!

Ops!Forget to mention,the chocolate cheese cake was mine..hmmm... the taste was not bad,full with chocolate smell but if you like to have the cake with strong aroma of cheese,then I suggest you to taste for the original one.

Foods at Delifrance , Jusco

Delifrance was having promotion few weeks ago.The food that I ate was inside the promotion package.The size was not really big,but it was enough for those small appetite's customers.Besides spagetti and garlic bread,we ordered another one small pizza. As everytime we pass through the casher counters in JJ,you will definitely smell some aroma of pizza,and the pizza from this restaurant has contributed on this aroma.

Japannese Food at DP restaurant

Next,the Japanese restaurant in DP which is located at 1st and 2nd floor of the DP shopping mall.If I not mistaken,one of the shop's name is called "YI FAN WU" and another one I cant remember.Actually two of them are owned by the same owner. You can notice that when 1 of the shop doing promotion,the other one will do the same thing too and their promotion items more or less are same,so depend on consumers which one they want to choose.Unagi rice set is another dishes that I gonna go there again an.When I talk about Unagi Bento set,it reminds me a quote "never try,never know;sekali cuba,hari-hari mau"..hahaha...I know this should not be used here but never mind la.

*Sorry if there is any grammatical errors.I am trying to improve but the problem is I dont like to check the long essay ,just like I dont like to check back all the grammatical errors that might appear in my assignment( but I will still do it cz it relates to my marks).In conclusion,I think I am  not suitable for paperwork's  job but yet I will still do it cz in this world there are lot of things that we dont like but we dont like do not mean we dont have to do it)

-New post comes out tonight -

Being pampered N yet I am not willing to wake up

Thousand of unwillingness to let go of the hand that holding my hand.I hope this sem can move slower so that I have more time to spend on everything;meanwhile I hope this sem break can come fast abit cz I am going to go to travel with you.

If owning a super cute bear but need to separate unknown distance with you,then my answer is I dont want any bear :(

如果你爱她，那就值得为她改变

一阵子没Update了，原因：找不到适当的心情。终于搬了家，每一年都是一样的心情，总是离开后才来舍不得，但这次指的只是那广阔的房间和干净的厕所，其他的什么也没有不舍，谢谢（*曳样〕。人就是如此，但我却不想成为这种人，至少我对某样东西不是如此。巧合地，还是与好朋友们一同上课，很开心，因为没有义气相同的朋友是孤独的。最近的我经历了一些事，不想回顾，我想记忆不好至少在一些方面是好的。从上个学期开始，我答应了自己要好好在我的学业上奋斗，希望自己能办到，我在努力，在也不想临时抱佛脚，这点我非常的确定。我要开始好好生活了，不要在浪费自己的青春，20岁，女孩最迷人的阶段，我要好好把握。享受与你们的时光，享受可以不顾形象的在你们面前放肆，对你们真的可以坦诚。我愿意这么做，因为你们也是如此。我想大学生活是我最后一个能结交真心朋友的时刻吧，因为出了社会，我们要面对的是无数的虚假和伪装。这学期我真的没有太多“新”开始的感觉，因为被一个科目给托着，滋味真的不好。因为朋友所以呆在学会里，其实心里不是很想。不想说太多，因为如果你们懂我，那就会明了。进入两个majors,开始结交新朋友。第一天，还没进班，就有一个主动找我。。Hmm...我的人缘欧颗吧！其实我真的不难相处，如果你和我是一样key的，那我们j就真的可以好到一条裤子两个人穿；但请不要让我讨厌你，一旦讨厌你了，我连听到你的名字都觉得恶心。我就是这样。我努力着一切。不要从我的行为，样貌来评估我，我不为人知的一面你又岂知道？我对人的好是真的，如果你也是真心的，那你一定也会感觉得到。

A reminder to myself

It is happy to hear that I am entering Gamma year this semester,it means I left 2 more years at MMU before graduation;it  is sad for me to see my academic results for the  last trimester.Although I have prepared  for the worst consequence to happen month ago but when it really happens,I still feel abit sad.It's my fault,nobody to blame.However,all have passed,nagging to much wont help anything.I have to prepare for my coming,coming and coming exams earlier.Taking 7 subjects this sem, 8 exams to sit during final,and just an hour ago,I realize that I have registered for MUET also,so...it doesnt mean 8 exam subjects to sit anymore.1st week of the tirmester,most of the classes havent started yet.After the classes starts,I will start to push up and maintain my momentum to study and I swear I wont do last minute job like before already.I will do my homeworks,tutorials and do my best part in all the assignments.

Lot shoots in one post

Sometimes,I feel I am a problem creator to my boyfriend,I dont like that kind de me.I know that pattern   is not good and he always give me advice for not behave like that,but sometimes I will also keep repeat the same mistake.However, he always  understand me and forget it.Please knock my head hardly once a while,so that I will remember it.Please!!

Last class in my last sem in beta year.Mr. Lam Muun Soon,our marketing management lecturer.He is different from other lecturer.1st,I think he will be  the only lecturer who will give lecture until 12 midnight and students are having ass pain because sitting the wood  chair for 4 hours,and his breaktime to us is only 5 mins usually.However,we can feel that he is really different compared to other lecturer.He always emphasize that he want to teach whatever he knows to the students. Meanwhile,in marketing field,he always say that he want to deliver values to us.We heard lot of craps for him,1 subtopic can talk almost 40 mins and 1 chapter he needs 3 hours to finish it.That's is the reason why we always left behind compared to other classes,but fine,he gives us tips for the exam,that's good!

Below are the pictures that make me feel so proud to myself everytime I see back:

Like what I always say,the greatest thing that I gain after joining JCW and as a PR division leader is I have recognize a group of friends.Ya,they are friends.Although the time of recognising does not important but the real friendship gained is the one that I appreciate the most.I think even the president,vise president or other high post also didnt gain this.

For next sem, I gain the publicity head post for the JLS  club again.I am still hesitate whether want to take it or not.I wish to try some new things and hope to join other club.Joining this club for 2 yrs ad and the post is still a head,then should I continue?I am still considering....However,if I really accpet it,then the reason is as we have entered to our own major d,JLS maybe is another place that can drag our freindship bond closer but there are still some reasonable reasons exist for rejecting it.We are being forced to come to that interview also,and for the coming year,what will be the forecast of public toward this club?

Purposely went there to see the presentation.It has a big different between IT student's presentation and FBL student's presentation.I am glad that I am a FBL student.hahaha!This June,I start to enter my major-B.B.A.Marketing d,I kindda happy coz I dont know what will happen then.Marketing,this field,I have never regreted since the day I fill in the form and select it as my first choice.I know some of my friends are still considering what to take for next sem,too much consideration need to make,but at the end you are still need to choose only one.I will be happy if you all are joining me.However,your future still belong to yours,you need to be responsible to what you have choosen but still I would like to say that choose the one you are interested in ,it will be more easy for you to study.

A present but it means not only a present  for a 20 yrs old 's girlfriend

3D movie-How to train your dragon

The price is not cheap but the effect is really nice.Good to try!

(Actually the effect of this pic also quite classic,I only realized that after I transfer it from my hp to my labtop)

This year,I am 20 years old.

After few more weeks,I need to move to new unit again.I think I will miss here as my room now is really considered big compared to my last unit.I still remembered that how much I am not willing to move to here one year ago,but now?haha...

Xuan Cafe,this is the place that I want to bring my boyfriend go after our exam.I have told him I will go with him one day since last time I went there with my friends.There has a nice atmosphere ,has sofa,singer singging and it's famous drink is "original bubble milk tea".I will try that one next time I go.I hope I still remember the road of going there^^wait after exam lo

Chocolate,I can buy myself at anytime,anywhere,but this one is different.

FBL special appreciation ceremony for higher achiever.This is a special event that organized by FBL society to give the awards to those 1st class student in one year and the awards are also given to the FBL top 5 lecturers and to the final year students who have maintain the 1st class result throughout their year in MMU.I thought I will only sing "permata dunia" during my convocation after the orientation but I sang that day,I feel proud.

A night that to be honest to myself

This time  and this moment should be the time for me to sleep soundly on my bed,but in fact I am not doing that but updating my blog here .Yesterday I just came back from my hometown for the truth is that I didnt go back about 2 weeks.That weekend I went back there and realized that my grandmother sick d,she got fever.Fever is a normal flu that can infect people easily,but if senior citizens like my grandmother get infected by fever,it is very troublesome and need extra care from others.My mum and dad divorced since I was still baby.When my mum is working,my grandmother is the one who cooks,wash clothes and take care of me when I was young.In fact,for the present also,my mum need to work and grandma is still the one who takes good care of me and take care of my 3 meals at home.She is quite old ad,although she is still quite strong but I really afraid that sometimes when she is alone at home,I worry that nobody will help me take care of her and nag her for dont use too much water as she likes to use a lot of water when washing or cooking,this is not good because after using so much water, the floor will get slippery,easy for people to fall down and I am scared for her.Besides,talking about my mum,why I will talk about her suddenly,that is because that day there is a chatting about birthday celebration and that is the time I start to think about her.Before I entered MMU,I wont celebrate my birthday much ,means my friends wont prepare a party for me or what,they will only give me presents.Only my mum will buy me a big cake every year and sing the birthday song for me.My birthday for last last 2 years happened on my secondary school days.In  the early morning,before I went to the school,she will cook the "eggs mian xian " to me and sing the birthday song to me with the birthday cake decorated with candles.That was a lonely birthday song,because she is my only singer and I am the only audience...Last time I never think so much because I am really really happy for owning a birthday cake but I always notice that everytime she sang the song for me,her eyes always red in colours.....Birthday song means some meaning to me.Mum,I am really sorry,I have forgotten everything you have done for me.After I entered here,sometimes I always talk to you rudely ,without manner.I know you care about it very much, I am really sorry!I determined to earn a lot of money,I have this determination not because I care a lot about money but only I know that I want to give them to live a better and luvury life than now.That's  why I have this determination.I only can say that there is always a reason why ppl will have this or that ambition,it is not like what other ppl think that we will only dream or see we are talking is easier than  doing.If the ppl who know nothing about me,than please dont simply judge me.
Today,opps!..or I should say  yesterday was Monday.I scare for the coming of Monday....Monday always has something unexpected and unhappy thing happen to me.I have experienced for the past few weeks de Monday d,that's why I am really afraid of monday.Tuesday is also not much better than Monday....but I think I past yesterday safely.
Recently,my heart seem like is having a war sometimes.MMU is a place that makes me feel really stress these days,not blaming on acedemics coz everything still can run on smoothly as long as I spend more time on it,so the main reason is?I think I know what it is but I dont think I will write down here.Yanti,I think sometimes you observe that I will suddenly become quiet after a joke or even my mind will run to other place when the lecturer is having a lecture.I can see that you have noticed about that.Is that right?
This week I have replacement class every night,I really not like it,these classes have used up my time for rest and doing my own things.Haizz~final is just around the corner but the lecture and tutorials still left a lot which havent not finish yet.Sometimes these burdens really let me feel breathless.I DONT WANT EXTRA CLASS!!!!

Monday
BST    8-10AM
DRAMA DISCUSSON     3-5PM
JAPANESE CLASS      7-8.30PM
BMK   8-11PM

Tuesday
BAC TUT    12-1PM
BMC    2-4PM
BAC     4-6PM
BFF   8-12PM

Wednesday
BST    9-10AM
MOCK MEETING   10.30AM
JAPANESE (CLASS+QUIZ)    2-4PM
BFF 8-10PM

Friday
JAPANESE 12-2PM
BFF TUT    4-5PM
BMK    6-8PM


Arrrhhhhgggg!!!roaring!!!!sobbing  @_________@

Under dim light

After such a long time,my new post come out finally.I am writing this under dim light(coz EP has no light now).Live here for 1 and a half year,this is the first time I met this situation.No electricity,cutting down thr contact between me and the outside world.I think if not due to no electricity,my new post wont come out also.This 2 weeks I am busy with my homeworks,presentations,assignments,quizzes,debate,Japanese drama and etc.A lot of things need to be done,yes,they are need to be done,cos everything still carry on in the process.2 out of my 7 subjects in this sem,the lecturers always SS in the class.I have attended their class but at the end gain nothing back.Apa ni?!!BAC and BFF really need to put a lot of effort,this 2 subjects only depend on ourself to have self study,the lecturers all tak boleh pakai de!The greatest constraint now is the limitation of time.Left 1 month to catch back all the subjects is not easy at all,besides,I am not willing to sacrifice the time that use to spend with my partner.aiyer!Hope during this period until my final,my determination and motivation  can fight win over my sleepy worm le.Just hope everything will run smoothly,I think can la.
Around 1 month since Sir discharged from hospital d,everything is doing well and he dont need to go back to that scary place ad,I am happy for him also.14 FEB,we have past our 1st valentine and on 13 MARCH ,we were coincidenly past another white valentine.I heard that every month's 14th are all valentine day.hahaha..I told to him,then he said then "bu shi han mang"..haha!
Those past days,I envy my friends whose their gf and bf are in the same class and they can attend the class together,do assignments together and etc,but now after I heard the negative consequences of being together too much,I realize that it is good also to have some private space and personal time for a couple.

Sampat Girl

Finally here I come to realize one of my small promise which is to update my blog.Kinnda long I didnt touch this things d,too many things happened for the past few months:clubs stuffs,academics,midterm exams ,outing,and many more.However,today I be able to sit down and write something here.Compared to my other classmate,I am more busy because I have taken 7 subjects for this sem without counting my extra class which I take outside my study time.I think that is one of the reason why I always get used to my busy life d,so I feel uneasy when too free or stay too long in my hostel.

Come to the main points:

Finally my boyfriend and I past our 1 yr annivesary of recognizing to each other.1 year =365days=8760 hours and equals to how many minutes and how many seconds,I think I dont need to mention too much le.For a couple who have gone through 3,4,5..10 yrs,they might be think that 1 year is just nothing,but for me,it means a lot.In this 1 year,we have gone through a lot of things.I 100% confirm that you all wont know anything if I didnt tell out.It is not easy to unite two different characteristics people into one,it is really not easy,I am sure about that!

To You,My Dearest Boyfriend:

Sir,1 yr d,we have really gone through 1 year.I wonder how many things we have gone through...happy,sad and even tough one,all that make us stronger..as we can know that from how we react when we are facing something like that will happen by tomorrow.Thank you for always being understanding to me,I need that very,very much,because sometimes when my emotional part is controlling my rational part,I really cant think from every aspects.I really admit my naughty for sometimes,but I have my view of point so I will struggle for it.However,I really like your lecture session,I think that is the time you will tell me a lot of things which you wont tell me directly right after the things happened and also that are the time we are telling the truth to each other.

End with the small note I write to my boyfriend,I will talk about some of my opinion regarding this matter.People always say that I MUST find a very GOOD boyfriend /girlfriend,what is meant by that GOOD?....performance extremely well in acedemics?....earn a lot of money?...come from rich family background?Are all that included in the requirement of good?Cant deny , people tend to find everything good to them,but for the LOVE,can we also calculated like that?I heard somebody tell me that, in one relationship,we should not always request to find a good one but we need to find a suitable one coz the good one might not the person that you will love but the suitable one is surely the one you will love him with true heart."轰轰烈烈-hong hong lie lie" ,what a fantastic name to everyone!That is the term and relationship that most of the people chasing for,including me for the past time...BUT,do you all know HOW MUCH we need to pay for it in order to get that "hong hong lie lie de ai qing",the answer is -uncountable!

I think that's all for today,coz my feel gone d...it is better to wait for the right moment to write it rather than write out something bullshit.